There’s no emptiness I know that’s quite like unfulfillment It leaves your stomach hungry and your chest empty Your soul a wonderer that doesn’t rest. So you eat a little more You smile a little harder and you drink like your father. -Discontent Picture: Woman thinking – Etude by fredericforest
I tell you I love you Not because I want to hear it back But because I want you to know.
It’s Sunday afternoon and I’m watching my favourite anime. The sun is setting and you can hear the crickets outside my window. But the darker it gets the heavier my heart grows. Tomorrow is Monday.
(I wrote this on the 2nd of March 2016. Dealing with and trying to get out of an emotionally abusive-toxic relationship.) Day 1: You are still in love, so you beg him not to leave. You bleed, you claw and your eyes sting with salt. He stays. You have no piece of yourself left.
With life’s each passing test I will become better and not bitter. Tougher but not colder.
Sometimes the people you want can’t give you what you need.