People need people. No one can be completely and utterly self-sufficient. In one indirect way or another you’re going to need somebody. Here’s a scenario: You’re in boarding school down to your last cent and you don’t dare ask for more money from your mother because of so many reasons. This woman is literally doing […]
I have very few favourite things. (This sentence doesn’t make sense because there can only be one best thing as the word “best” implies so similarly there can only be one favourite thing but lemme get out of my head for a moment.) While one of those favourite things is to find two adjacent parking […]
I am deeply humbled by life. First of all, I was under the impression that all I had to do was graduate (2nd in class!) and finish high school (50 Points?!) <—– (Yes these are humble brags but they’re only to prepare myself for what I have to write next which is the opposite of […]
My mouth was full of all the “I love you’s” I had caught in my throat that Fall, that now there was no stopping my tongue. Straddling him in the backseat of his car, I leaned closer to his ear and whispered in a vodka filled breath , “I love you”. He doesn’t say anything […]
There’s no emptiness I know that’s quite like unfulfillment It leaves your stomach hungry and your chest empty Your soul a wonderer that doesn’t rest. So you eat a little more You smile a little harder and you drink like your father. -Discontent Picture: Woman thinking – Etude by fredericforest
(I wrote this on the 2nd of March 2016. Dealing with and trying to get out of an emotionally abusive-toxic relationship.) Day 1: You are still in love, so you beg him not to leave. You bleed, you claw and your eyes sting with salt. He stays. You have no piece of yourself left.
With life’s each passing test I will become better and not bitter. Tougher but not colder.
Sometimes the people you want can’t give you what you need.
My eyes fly open, startled by the garbled conversation just outside my window. I can’t believe I actually fell asleep here, in the back seat of my car in the parking lot basement.. at work. This is what I’m having for lunch, sleep. And honestly sleep tastes better than any pizza in the world would […]