My lover suffered, for no matter how much love he poured down my throat i was always thirsty “Who’s that girl?” does she want you too? “Where are you?” without me? Jealous of a past that I would never share.
Some days you do not notice me. I wift through your life, like an autumn leaf in the wind. Other times your seek me out. Before I speak your mouth is on mine drowning me out. I gladly sink – in your sometimes love
There’s no emptiness I know that’s quite like unfulfillment It leaves your stomach hungry and your chest empty Your soul a wonderer that doesn’t rest. So you eat a little more You smile a little harder and you drink like your father. -Discontent Picture: Woman thinking – Etude by fredericforest
I tell you I love you Not because I want to hear it back But because I want you to know.
(I wrote this on the 2nd of March 2016. Dealing with and trying to get out of an emotionally abusive-toxic relationship.) Day 1: You are still in love, so you beg him not to leave. You bleed, you claw and your eyes sting with salt. He stays. You have no piece of yourself left.