Fall in love with someone who never makes you feel like you have to pull back.
There’s a hole in my chest
Because my heart is on my sleeve.
People need people. No one can be completely and utterly self-sufficient. In one indirect way or another you’re going to need somebody.
Here’s a scenario:
You’re in boarding school down to your last cent and you don’t dare ask for more money from your mother because of so many reasons. This woman is literally doing the most for you and your private school education from thousands of kilometres away. You’re also a little angry at her because you feel abandoned.
You have a father who’s also not your father because he tells you “I don’t have custody over you, that’s not my problem”. Continue reading “Look at God!”
Shake the crumbs of doubt off the linen and onto the floor.
Then sweep it up with the shards of regret dutifully out of the door.
Pat your pillows, to dust off all the salted tears.
Then wipe the mirror so you may properly see and face your fears.
Drown the tiles in the ocean of your heartbreak and hurt.
With this may the valves of your heart be clean from all the dirt. Continue reading “Clean slate”
When you are weary and you need your soul to rest.
When your breath no longer feels at home and has to fight past your rib cage to be free.
I have very few favourite things.
(This sentence doesn’t make sense because there can only be one best thing as the word “best” implies so similarly there can only be one favourite thing but lemme get out of my head for a moment.)
While one of those favourite things is to find two adjacent parking lots and pretend I reverse parked.
(Watch me world. I’m really winning at this faking it till I make it thing.) Continue reading “My favourite thing”